justrun-.

pre-race anxiety

just spent the past 2 hours cleaning my bike. ahha hosed it down with the garden hose (yeah at like 10pm at night... neighbours must think we're nuts or something..watering plants at this hour HAHA). hm then brought it into the living room to degrease, clean the chain and dismantle. i hope i didn't stain the floor with all that grease...oh you know what? my chain is SO RUSTY!!! ahhhhhh.

mm woah that was tiring. my chain kept on jamming!!!! agh so scary. what if it jams during the race?! or if my chain breaks even BEFORE the race starts. holey chickens, there are so many things that can happen. like flat tire, punctured tube, broken frame or the worst yet. LOST BAGGAGE. i'm freaking out...

grr but for now, my packing is NOWHERE near done. and i can't take out my pedals!!!! wahliews. apparently i need a special wrench. so what to do? freak out. cos it's midnight and nobody with a special wrench is online/ awake. ahha. means i can't pack my bike till after training tmr?! that's rather late.

i am very tempted to shove the lights somewhere so i don't have to put them on during the race :D heehee.

AHHH PRE-RACE ANXIETY. -hyperventilates. training's been going okay i guess. tapering's fine.. i'm just really really scared. ahha. haha. hahah. AHH.

leaving on fri morning. thai airlines. haha we're going to the land of a thousand smiles! and since "there are daggers in man's smiles"(taken from Macbeth) this means that we are going to the land of a thousand DAGGERS! HAHAA.

there's ford center visit tmr. and i'm going with 408. ahha so scary. i think majority of their class thinks i'm a lunatic. don't blame them... heh. looking at the way i act sometimes. oh well. gonna be sleepy i suppose. sleepy= sedated right?

will leave you with a joke.

what did a lawyer name his daughter?

SUE!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [23:51]

and took [20060322] strides

it's the passion that drives you